Excruciating Pain: My Fight With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden pain erupted behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition often begin with severe discomfort behind a single eye that lasts for three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with sudden, excruciating agony around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical records suggest bizarre remedies for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by international medical committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four operations before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
National guidelines on management recommend that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the attacks of some people.
But consultant specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are managed with abortive treatment only. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a